Jun 1, 2004
Another Day
ok well i guess i had an ok day....or maybe i didnt...i mean i knew i was going to have a bad day because i woke up at 5 with a bad pain in my stomach so i called my girl so she could comfort me but she was sleep so i checked her messages and it was two girls leaveing her a message and being me i got mad and left her a message but i aint say nothing about it right away i was just like "u fukking bytch....and then i told her i didnt feel good", but whateva she told me it was nothing but she was wrong for still talking to the other girl but i mean who cares...i do but i dont...i mean so much other stuff is going on right now i dont have time to worry about. but whateva i really dont matter right now cause i dont have nothing else to say
Posted at 04:31 pm by soakinwettfemm
May 30, 2004
WeTt
Man, i guess i cant get no better with the past day i had... I got to spend the night with my boo. It started off great cause my fat ass got to eat some crabs and "skrimp"...LoL..but yeah i got to meet some of her family and that was cool too. I really like them cause they make me laugh and they fed me...cant get no better huh man?? But yeah my boo punk ass went and hit a jay without me, so when i finished stuffing my face i went and hit the rest of that thing...so we outside chilling and shyt and you know me, i start feeling my high, and that thing was right....so me i have to chill for a while before i realize that my high hit me....so once that thing hit me....i just started getting real wett....i mean that thing was leakin.....so i was on top of her sitting down and i started grinding on her to make her feel the way i was feeling....even though her ass was already horny....bytch.....but yeah one thing lead to another, next thing i know my ass was almost naked waiting for my boo.....forgive me for being high but the only thing i remember after that was me on the bed getting so head....and yeah that thing was real good....skeet all in her mouth huh man??? LoL....but yeah my lil ass wanted to take some control so yeah i got on top a rode the tongue like...man i dont know it was great....and then she got her "man"...meanin her penis...ewww....but she put that thing on me...overall it was a good day. But a bytch had to go to work in the morining...big blow...work was cool...i felt like i did alot of work....i sold $3218 worth of stuff in 6hrs...yeah for me!!! but yeah im happy right now and thats a good thing....im hoping i get to go see her again tonight but not for the sex...my kat hurt too much...it need to go into recovery...L:oL, but yeah thats it for today holla
Posted at 01:40 pm by soakinwettfemm
May 28, 2004
ConfusioN
OK...so today was an ok day...but at the same time today lead me to more and more confusion. Well this is whats going on, i have alot of shyt to do but not enough time or money to do it. I have to buy my car ASAP, im only $200 away, but once i do that i need a phone, i need to pay off my bank, and then my lil sister's graduation is comin up so i have to buy her everything...LoL...and plus im trying to save for my apartment. Im getting too old to be living at home and plus there are just so many issues with me being here... But this is basically what i have figured out so far....im getting my car regardless...i mean that is #1 on my list. Once i do that and pay off my bank i can open up a new account so then i can get my phone. Ok sounds easy huh man?? yeah it do thats why i know that i can do it, at the same time i need be finding another job because this job aint....well put it like this i aint makin shyt here, but i do enjoy working there plus i love shoes and i love discounts...so yeah thats a given... but yeah so basically imma be working two jobs, and wont really have time for nothing.
Ok well to the whole part where i get confused...ok me and my girl was talking today while i was lookin for an apartment...so yeah yeah yeah, she brought up living 2gether....and im like that would be great, i didnt actually say it but i knew in my head that i really would want her to be there. I mean not only is it going to be scary being out there on my own but at the same time i know im going to be stresses trying to pay it on my own and the only places that i can afford would be in fukked up neighborhoods, and yeah dont get me wrong a bytch can handle her own but it's only so much i can do. But we talking and i was telling her that i might be able to afford to go to school if i get enough scholarship money, cuz if i dont live on campus then i would only have to pay $2222, and thats because i already have a $2500 scholarship...so yeah it sounds good, but oh well....man im so confused right now i dont know what im talking about anymore...ok ok i got it....my boo had said that she wanted to have a conversation later...and our conversations are usually serious things that we want to be able to sit down and discuss. so in my mind im thinking the convo was going to be about how we would make arrangements to live togerther, but instead it was basically about her being in job corp and me being in college. But if im at bowie and she in laurel that aint but so bad, i mean it is kinda long distance but it aint, and if we both doing shyt to better ourselves then what is the real issue here. Hell i dont even fukkin know...i think that well i dont fukkin know what to think...we still gonna talk tonight but i dont know if i should bring this up or not, and i dont like keeping things from her, but at the same time i dont want her to think that im pressuring her either...cause i know that i can make it on my own if i have to...but man whateva...i know that things between us might get shakey if i get another job because i wont never have any time to do things anymore..and i know that she will understand but at the same time i think all this may be our downfall...i hope not though..because i really do want this one to work out...and i want to be able to make it through the hard times with her so that one day we can see happiness together...but yeah i guess this is enough for tonight...until next time huh man??
Posted at 05:04 pm by soakinwettfemm
A BeTTer DaY
Yesterday was a really good day for me...I got to spend the day with my boo. We went out to the mall and picked her out a cute outfit, then we went back to her house and chilled until...u know things got started and then we yeah. It was good....the best before work sex cause it made my day go by. At work i did really good. I found out that we get bonuses at work and to make it better we get a cash bonus....thats so good....more mmoney more money....LoL....but yeah i was so tired when i got home i didnt even wait for my boo to get home i went to sleep way before her...I really do like her alot....i wish the best for our relationship and everything that comes with it. It took me a while for me to except someone new into my life but now i am happy that she is here. I need to hurry up and figure out what im going to do with my lil sister for her graduation...i just want to take her out and buy her a whole rack of stuff...i mean she is only 5 but i do spoil her....i mean she got a big screan tv, for christmas i bought her a dvd player... i think i might buy her a PS2 this year and buy her some clothes maybe some shoes....i love that girl so she is going to get any and everything that she wants...and my girl likes her alot so she might buy her something too. Imma take her out and just do whatever she want....but yeah thats all for now....so until next time holla
Posted at 02:05 am by soakinwettfemm
May 26, 2004
Starting Off
OK...I guess this is something i really needed, a place to be able to vent and say whats on my mind...Right now im just so confused...i feel so ______ like im just _____. But at the same time i am still remaining strong, because i know that things will get better with time, or at least i hope so. Im going through so much with my family, my friends, and my life in general. I dont know what im going to do about school, or how im even going to pay back my old school. I really hope i can just get into Bowie and get the money that i do need, because job corp is my last resort but i really wont be happy in the long run. Whatever i do i just want to be happy. Right now things are ok. I mean i finally got a girl and she is the best..LoL..i mean im glad that she is in my life cause i had been going through alot and now i have somebody in my life that i can relate to....she's my boo..But i guess thats all i can say for now..i had a bad day but all i can do is be happy that i got to live to see another one...so until next time holla
Posted at 02:58 pm by soakinwettfemm
